tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34595592011-04-21T18:13:09.364-07:00A Clockwork OrangeA Clockwork Orange is a wonderful movie by Stanley Kubrick. It's a story about the adventures of a young man who loved a bit of ultra-violence, went to jail, was brainwashed and came out cured, or was he? It's also the name of Anwar's personal journal.Be bored, fascinated & stupidified by his life story as you see it through his eyes.If you know him in real life chances are you'll get mentioned here so don't be pissed off on what he's about to say.Enjoy reading and post a comment if you must.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comBlogger931100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-817726752002-09-18T07:17:00.000-07:002002-09-18T07:17:27.000-07:00Wohooo! Found a host at last. They're creating a suitable hosting plan for me. A Clockwork Orange will be up again in about a week! Cheers!Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-817103672002-09-16T22:39:00.000-07:002002-09-16T22:39:21.853-07:00Sorry for the inconvenience dear readers. Currently I've downloaded the archives and so I'm still looking for a good host. Thanks. Anyway It's been raining a lot lately and as always I'm too bored. Say Anything is showing in about 15 mins so gtg!Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-815814712002-09-13T20:30:00.000-07:002002-09-13T20:30:37.346-07:00Sucks, CDNHost can't host my blog anymore. Now I'm looking for other solutions. Welll it's been a nice month from them. Anyway I'll post some stuff here for the mean time.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-792941262002-07-23T01:05:00.000-07:002002-07-23T01:05:51.483-07:00I've moved! update your links and go to: http://anwar.cdnhost.net! Thanyou! :)Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-792458882002-07-21T23:18:00.000-07:002002-07-21T23:21:18.000-07:00Is there anybody out there who wants to host my humble blog? I just need about 20mb of webspace with php & cgi. I would greatfully appreciate it. I don't eat up much bandwith anyway :P It seems that a lot of people are playing Warcraft 3 , the game is really great but it seems that I've lost interest on playing RTS games. I'm gonna start my training tomorrow so I hope everything works out. My Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-791884312002-07-20T07:52:00.000-07:002002-07-20T07:52:53.400-07:00It's really pouring today, non-stop! I met with my friends at the mall to play some bowling and I played quite ok until my thumb got sore. And as of now my arm is aching. It was worth we really had fun. Hmmm I'm thinking of adding another DVD title to my tiny collection but I don't know what to get exactly. I want those films that I can play over and over again. If you have any suggestions just Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-791460892002-07-19T05:11:00.000-07:002002-07-19T05:11:43.590-07:00Blogger is getting cranky. I'm thinking about moving my blog hmmm. Boring day, nothing much happened and nothing's good on tv either.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-791000932002-07-18T01:17:00.000-07:002002-07-18T01:17:15.310-07:00What a fine day today. I saw Léon today and man was I blown away. It was about a hitman who took care of a 12 year-old girl (Natalie portman) who was his neighbor because her family was killed in a drug incident. An A+ movie, teh acting was great and the execution was superb. It's also my mom's bday today, happy bday mom. Well that's all for now.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-790136852002-07-16T04:03:00.000-07:002002-07-16T04:05:32.000-07:00The news sucks. Nothing's good in it anymore. Wow. With a blink of an eye It's now mid-July! I've woke up this morning feeling the aching pain of my growing wisdom tooth which made me unable to eat properly these past few days. I saw my favorite episode of Dawson's Creek a while ago. I remember waking up in the middle of the night (about 3am) switching on the tv and saw that very same episode Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-789664202002-07-15T01:54:00.000-07:002002-07-15T08:35:26.000-07:00The power supply of my PC broke therefore I wasn't able to update and got pretty much bored during that time. I feel a tad terrible, I feel that a cold coming up. I feel guilty for posting my list because U realized that they suck. I must revise it soon, didn't thought much about what to put in there. Aside from the terribly slow internet connection I'm having right now, I forgot what else I'm Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-787770072002-07-10T07:33:00.000-07:002002-07-10T07:46:10.000-07:00I've noticed that the songs that are being played while a memorable experience is happenning really makes the song..ummm memorable. Memorable to the point that when it's being played, old feelings rush throughout old thoughts haunts you again etc. Well I've made a short list. I might be missing something but here they are anyway: 10) Eraserheads - With A Smile {This single made me buy my very Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-786885772002-07-08T08:14:00.000-07:002002-07-08T08:19:02.000-07:00We had a pretty decent conversation last night which only made me miss her more. I find it hard to accept the things in life that are totally uncontrollable. I hate it when that happens. When you are put in a situation where you can do nothing. You're just waiting to fail, to die, to loose. Sometimes it's quite ok. I accept it but the situations that I really despise are the one's that you're Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-786456982002-07-07T04:02:00.000-07:002002-07-07T04:02:43.556-07:00It's raining for 3 days traight now and there's a terrible flood on the street ack. I do like the fact that it rains occasionally but not this much. Well I saw minority report again last friday this time with a couple of friends. Hmm now I'm thinking of selling some of my stuff and also getting a haircut. I'm just waiting for this terrible rain to stop.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-785495982002-07-04T07:15:00.000-07:002002-07-04T07:15:44.880-07:00The things I fear are haunting me once again, I feel that time is running out on me. These things, I thought it wouldn'tt matter much because the ending is gonna be the same anyway but it happens to be a big deal to other people. People see you, judge you, measure you by these things. Most of the time in their minds you're already down on the ground without giving you a friggin chance. The only Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-785473092002-07-04T05:39:00.000-07:002002-07-04T05:39:01.150-07:00A good thing about hitting rock bottom is that everything's uphill from there.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-785158562002-07-03T10:48:00.000-07:002002-07-03T10:48:16.563-07:00I really wanted to hate the song Never Gonna Let You Go but I can't. Hmmm hate is a strong word, let's say dislike or forget. It brings back memories that I can't bear to remember. Nice song actually maybe I'll get so full of it and won't like it anymore by playing the song repeatedly lol. Just a worthless thought though.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-785038672002-07-03T04:49:00.000-07:002002-07-03T04:49:00.993-07:00A few things happened today. Well since I got early and bored I went by myself to the mall to watch a movie. It'd really be great if someone tagged along to watch the movie with me but I guess everyone's busy so I didn't bothered asking. I saw Minority Report which is a great movie, almost at par with The Matrix in my opinion but it lacks the spirit and let's say fan magnetivity. The storyline isAureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-784619462002-07-02T06:45:00.000-07:002002-07-02T06:45:35.826-07:00I need to get out of my world. I really need to get out there, and fast.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-784151012002-07-01T05:38:00.000-07:002002-07-01T05:38:38.086-07:00On second thought even if I had the chance to tell her or do something it'll never work anyway. The very first month that I knew her I alraedy knew that she's too uptown for me. So it'll all be the same. Fine.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-783849532002-06-30T09:08:00.000-07:002002-06-30T09:08:39.870-07:00This is really lame and pathetic. Yes I'm being lame and pathetic. Admitting it is lame and yes, pathetic. WooHoo!Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-783840962002-06-30T08:33:00.000-07:002002-06-30T08:34:57.000-07:00It's the regrets that are nagging me like mad. If I were to see Reina again, I'd tell her off. Really. Man, I'm always thinking about her. Half a year without seeing her, my mind must've gone nuts. I don't miss her as much as before but I think about her just as much. This is crazy haha. Wonder if she thinks about me too. I'll never know.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-782653832002-06-27T05:11:00.000-07:002002-06-27T05:13:05.000-07:00"I'm alive. When I'm eating, that's all I think about. If I'm on the march, I just concentrate on marching. If I have to fight, it will be just as good a day to die as any other." "I don't live in either my past or future I'm interested only in the present. If you can concentrate always on the present, you'll be a happy man. You'll see that there is life in the desert, that there are stars in Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-782222712002-06-26T07:04:00.000-07:002002-06-26T07:04:55.450-07:00Tonight I'm playing some rnb tunes. Quite relaxing, I should do this very often :)Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-782191632002-06-26T05:12:00.000-07:002002-06-26T05:12:10.440-07:00A package that's supposed to arrive today didn't. Now I have a bit of trouble trusting people. Still quite down today so nothing's new. Good thing I can chat a bit with my old friends.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-781632882002-06-24T21:16:00.000-07:002002-06-24T21:16:07.240-07:00I feel terrible today. As if there's nothing more to life. I keep on making mistakes keep on going to the dark side. It sucks so much, I don't like myself anymore. Maybe my friends see me to be normal and happy but inside im dying. Maybe I'll prepare myself now.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-781359092002-06-24T08:59:00.000-07:002002-06-24T08:59:40.583-07:00A quiz about your's truly: Getting to know Anwar Part1 (language is tagalog). Post your results :)Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-781240592002-06-24T00:29:00.000-07:002002-06-24T00:29:12.186-07:00We went on a 74 Km roadtrip last night. It was a blast! We encountered flying bats, dark lit roads and dunkin donut stores lol. Actually we had no destination and 74Km is quite far considering we're only on a scooter. Christian was an exciting driver, he dashes and speeds up to speeds of 80Km/h (on a scooter). I was really hanging on my seat hahaha. After the trip we went to Erwin's place drank aAureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-780522262002-06-21T20:49:00.000-07:002002-06-21T20:49:05.140-07:00I remembered this great site Zen Stories to Tell Your Neighbors . A worthwhile read... really :)Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-780520332002-06-21T20:42:00.000-07:002002-06-21T20:42:36.903-07:00A poem about girls: There are many good things in life, like cars, money, and weed. But if you want something confusing, a girl is all you need. A girl doesn't say what she wants, but you're somehow supposed to know. If they want to do this or do that, stay here, stay there, or just go. Then there's the time, you all know what i mean, that monthly little joy. That lets them abuse the shit Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-779857252002-06-20T10:00:00.000-07:002002-06-20T10:00:17.506-07:00Have you ever felt degraded in your life before? Sometimes it happens, things don't go the way you planned them... but for a good reason I guess. Right now I feel that everyone's looking down on me because I'm out of school or something. It's a humbling experience actually. I heard the sermon yesterday loud and clear. Motivation and intention, it all depeneds on them. Your wishes, your hopes and Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-779725202002-06-20T01:56:00.000-07:002002-06-20T01:56:36.253-07:00My puny savings are getting depleted because of my constant DVD addiction. Sometimes I regret it sometimes I don't. Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-779349692002-06-19T07:37:00.000-07:002002-06-19T07:37:16.310-07:00We've reached beyond 1000 hits! I thank everyone for visiting and patronizing my humble blog :) Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-779264592002-06-19T01:02:00.000-07:002002-06-19T01:02:17.070-07:00I got a little angry at mom today. When I was closing my windows because it was raining hard outside I suddenly felt someone at my back. I was really surprised by her. She said she knocked but I didn't heard her because of the load rain. I got a little angry, no biggie. Sometimes I get mad at little things like that. Now I'm quite guilty hehehe. Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-778795302002-06-17T23:30:00.000-07:002002-06-17T23:30:22.516-07:00It's pretty dark outside and I've got a strong feeling that it'll rain hard soon. Good for me because I'm not going anywhere and bad for everyone else outside. Same old boring day today. I'm thinking about enrolling on short courses. Maybe I'll learn programming or maybe piano lessons lol. I always get lucky when listening to Craig David's songs, dunno why though. He has nice melody. I miss my Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-778345452002-06-16T22:30:00.000-07:002002-06-16T22:35:42.000-07:00I've put my small DVD collection(Just starting out) online as well as my DVD wishlist. I'm also accepting any DVD donations. Just mail me for more info ;) Anwayway here's my collection&wishlist: DVD Profiler's My Profiler Collection for anwarAureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-778109482002-06-16T09:23:00.000-07:002002-06-16T09:23:22.416-07:00We went to my niece's bday party at robinson's. Had fun and even saw a pretty girl at the party. I bought 2 DVDs today which are: Fullmetal Jacket and Keeping the Faith. Now I'm having regrets on buying 2 DVDs at a time, should've bought only one, spent too much money. Well FMJ is a great war movie though maybe kubrick's worst film but great nonetheless. I'm planning on taking short courses for Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-777633652002-06-14T19:36:00.000-07:002002-06-14T19:36:28.306-07:00I almost died today. Seriously I was soundly sleeping while I realized I couldn't breathe. I sat on my bed trying to gasp for air but I can't seem to. I quickly rushed to the other room which was my mom and sister's and knocked hard on the door. After 7 times of banging my fist on the door, my sister finally opened. If you were there you could really see how her chinky eyes enlarge into big Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-777455492002-06-14T10:07:00.000-07:002002-06-14T10:07:10.526-07:00My body still aches because of the game last night. The players there are just too physical but I had a decent game. Four in fact. Well now I'm at home and life's all dull again lol. It's great to be here.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-776528082002-06-12T06:53:00.000-07:002002-06-12T06:56:52.000-07:00First post outside home! Well I'm staying here at my cousin's place in Laguna. I'll be staying for about 4days. Sucks, I'm homesick already. I miss my PC,my family and especially my comfy bed :P We'll gonna play some bball tom eat and maybe watch a movie. And maybe at the mall I'll get my chance to buy a copy of FHM and show them that I'm no perv! I just like reading that mag hehe :) I wish I'm Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-776024962002-06-11T01:39:00.000-07:002002-06-11T01:46:18.000-07:00An ironic thing is that I've named my blog after a movie that I haven't seen yet. A lot of my time has been consumed playing RagnarokOnline, pretty addictive game.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-775007952002-06-08T08:30:00.000-07:002002-06-08T08:30:43.216-07:00What a screwed night. I feel so frustrated I want to shout out: ..uhh.. nevermind.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-774954412002-06-08T02:46:00.000-07:002002-06-08T02:46:10.906-07:00I feel a bit terrible today. Terrible because a lot is going on and there's nothing I can do. I decided not to go to Laguna this afternoon. My bags are packed are packed and ready to go but at the last minute I decided not to. Funny thing happened yesterday, before going to the movies I told my friends that I'm gonna buy a copy of FHM but I didn't really want to. They kept on teasing me and Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-774683982002-06-07T10:20:00.000-07:002002-06-07T10:20:58.490-07:00I saw A Walk To Remember today with a couple of friends. Great movie date, lotsa parts that makes you go awww. The soundtrack is A- and the acting hmmm B- I guess. Maybe I'll read the novel if I get a copy. Still feeling quite indifferent. Still won't say much hehe.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-773696402002-06-05T03:43:00.000-07:002002-06-05T03:43:31.200-07:00Well I've handled the situation yesterday quite ok I guess, actually I had fun.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-772910202002-06-03T09:12:00.000-07:002002-06-03T09:12:52.000-07:00Apparently a lot of people in real life is reading my blog. Maybe it's a good thing so that when I die they'll know what's up with me. I just hope that what they read here stays here. Hey don't forget to sign the guestbook. Head hurts....feeling sleepy... my bed awaits.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-772904252002-06-03T08:56:00.000-07:002002-06-03T08:56:07.613-07:00Tomorrow is my sister's birthday and she's inviting hellotta people in our house. Im a bit ashamed because our house isn't finished yet, the electrical wirings just got fixed 2 days ago. I don't know what I'm gonna do tomorrow. If I go I'll upset her, if I stay ugh i'm not really the sociable big brother type of guy. Maybe I'll play along nicely tomorrow. I'll Hand over the punch for the guests Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-772892182002-06-03T08:21:00.000-07:002002-06-03T08:21:31.243-07:00I feel as if everyone hates me, trying to piss me off. I dunno why. Or maybe I'm just paranoid today. Oh well.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-770978612002-05-29T05:30:00.000-07:002002-05-29T05:30:18.863-07:00Sorry for the lack of updates, life's been dragging these days. I'll be back as soon as everything has been resolved. I'll post a long one next time to keep you guys updated about the past days. Thanks.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-766953942002-05-18T08:33:00.000-07:002002-05-18T08:33:28.276-07:00The season quietly announced its end Drawing closer to colored memories Farewell, to the one who gave me love The image of you is flickering in my eyes Unending feelings... I'd never believed in such things And so I was left behind as the masses moved on Those people going to-and-fro right now... I can feel them from far away Even the sound of the bustle softened And disappeared in my sigh Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-766951472002-05-18T08:22:00.000-07:002002-05-18T08:24:01.000-07:00Well I saw Keeping the Faith again last night. It brings back painful memories, of regret actually. It was freshman year of college first semester I think, I think classes was suspended so we went to Robinson's Place Manila --the whole class. I saw the movie poster of Keeping the Faith and was quite allured actually maybe because I saw Jenna Elfman of Dharma&Greg fame, Ben Stiller, and of course Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-766494582002-05-16T23:47:00.000-07:002002-05-16T23:47:55.276-07:00When it involves the heart everything turns out to be uhh moronic. That's what a wise girl said and I guess she's right. You turn out to be too pathetic, saying anything in hope to make her laugh or something. You blurt out something which came out of nowhere which is least clever or meant anything hehehe. You try to look her in the eyes but it overwhelms you and you wonder how this so much Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-765769622002-05-15T08:00:00.000-07:002002-05-15T08:00:28.486-07:00Person of the Moment: Loloy How did we meet?: 1st day of college First impression: ok all around guy. lives in the same state where I went to hs. Reminds me of: Paolo... lol Memorable moments:our jokes (especially on farrah,our main targte lol),mischief and trips hehe Known as:Bur-loloy, no.1 man in our batch Message to him: thanks man for helping me with everything, you rock yo. also, sayo na siAureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-764568992002-05-12T05:04:00.000-07:002002-05-12T05:04:48.040-07:00Happy Mother's Day! Early this morning I was hesitant to greet my mom. I'm not the showy type, I'm more of the introvert shy type of guy. Well I thought hard about it. What if something happens to her and I won't be able to greet her anymore. I thought I really have to do this, this should be the start, think of all she've done for you, it's now or never. After thinking hard I went down and saw Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-764515642002-05-11T23:05:00.000-07:002002-05-11T23:05:31.973-07:00RECALL NOTICE The Maker of all models of human beings is recalling all units manufactured, regardless of make or year, due to the serious defect in the primary and central component of the heart. This is due to a malfunction in the original prototype units code named Adam and Eve, resulting in the reproduction of the same defect in all subsequent units. This defect has been technically termedAureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-764297702002-05-11T07:31:00.000-07:002002-05-11T07:31:20.223-07:00Our basketball game for tomorrow was postponed. Nothing to be disappointed about, we can play next time when Paje's available. As usual I'll bum all day tomorrow. I hope something good comes up. Also I'd like to thank those whose been writing comments. Yea I love reading them even if they're long ;) Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-764243412002-05-11T00:07:00.000-07:002002-05-11T00:08:54.000-07:00"She comes up and over time She'll see what I could be A cold routine or something That just won't stop touching me And I wait here another time Like a thousand times before I'm dropping out and faded But I keep on wanting more" "She comes up another time And she really really doesn't care That I can't keep time or the rhythm straight 'Cause it's the one thing she don't dare And it's alright I Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-763861542002-05-09T22:46:00.000-07:002002-05-09T22:53:15.000-07:00Things are going sloooowly for me today and the very hot weather ain't helping. Maybe I'll bum around all day long, read a book or whatever. My new bedsheets sucks, they're all rough and itchy huhuhuhu Hmmm maybe I'll tell a story about my wonderful cousins. :) Rj decided to spend the night at Gino's place. Well They decided to sleep in the living room becuase it has two TV's, one at the left Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-763405112002-05-09T05:14:00.000-07:002002-05-09T05:14:08.233-07:00I've finished reading Tuesdays with Morrie and it was very touching. On to Memoirs of A Geisha. I've played a terrible game of basketball yesterday. I played with my old and bad habits again. Anyway I hope on playing on Sunday, this time I'll do better. *sigh* I miss her a lot. But I don't rely on these feelings anymore, they tend to switch from on to off quickly. I'd text her but it doesn't Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-762909492002-05-07T20:49:00.000-07:002002-05-07T20:51:41.000-07:00Sorry about the earlier posts (they're good reads anyway :), I think I've had a block back then but I think it's all good now. Well life's pushing me again but this time it's much harder. I hope I won't fall, I'll try to hang on. Sometimes it's hard not to be envious about other people. Because you see them taking forgranted the things that you wanted and soemtimes it sucks really,big time. Oh Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-762570952002-05-07T03:40:00.000-07:002002-05-07T03:40:09.316-07:00A philosophy professor stood before his class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly he picked up a large empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with rocks, rocks about 2" in diameter. He then asked the students if the jar was full? They agreed that it was. So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-762122372002-05-06T00:29:00.000-07:002002-05-06T00:43:26.000-07:00No Such Thing by John Mayer "Welcome to the real world", she said to me Condescendingly Take a seat Take your life Plot it out in black and white Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings And the drama queens I'd like to think the best of me Is still hiding Up my sleeve They love to tell you Stay inside the lines But something's better On the other side I wanna run through the halls of Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-762105912002-05-05T23:01:00.000-07:002002-05-06T00:40:50.000-07:00Hmm am I too distant? I talk to nobody about what's really hapenning to me. No one else knows anything about me. My peers, my friends, my family, even my mom. If I die tonight they might say the wrong things in my wake. And that scares me now. I've created this barrier that prevents them from reaching the inner me. Maybe I'm not scared, maybe I'm just shy and ashamed. I don't know where to start.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-761784492002-05-05T00:45:00.000-07:002002-05-05T00:45:40.790-07:00I recently developed a huge urge to embetter myself in basketball. The criticisms and all. Now I know why I paly poorly. I don't have practice and have no desire to do so. Being the best in something requires devotion and inner strength and of course willingness. Also accepting your faults and weakness and improving/overcoming them. Now I know that I don't need a court nearby to improve my game, Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-761540462002-05-04T07:48:00.000-07:002002-05-04T07:48:11.446-07:00John Mayer is good! You should really listen to his music. The lyrics, the melody it's like dave/david gray playing acoustic songs. Nothing exceptional today. We hungout at Erwin's place and ate ice cream drumsticks which are really delicious hehe. To quote Morrie Schwartz on the book Tuesdays with Morrie, "You must've been chasing the wrong things" --And maybe I am. People are like that, they Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-761289412002-05-03T12:18:00.000-07:002002-05-03T12:19:33.000-07:00Whoa! It's 3am and I've just woke up from a dream and suddenly felt an urge to blog ;) Anyway today (err yesterday technically) was a blast! It's cool that a lot of people came with us. I had a bit of time to catch up with a few people whom I hardly spoke to for years. We saw Spider-Man which was quite awesome although the storyline was bland. As a Spidey fan I'm a bit dissappointed with the plotAureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-760800702002-05-02T07:38:00.000-07:002002-05-02T07:38:27.766-07:00Popularity. It's a big deal when you're in highschool and is still now. At least to other people hehe It's like you're pressured to be rich or to be someone you aren't just to be noticed and known. At first I thought grownups aren't affected by it but i was wrong. Got to get a new car, need a new house, new dress, got to show off my new jewelry, gotta brag about my new job, blah blah. Well you Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-760724152002-05-02T01:29:00.000-07:002002-05-02T01:29:09.500-07:00The videoshop that I used to rent a plethora of movies from was closed. Bummer. Now I have to find a new place to rent from. Maybe I've turned into a movie junkie. I seem to have this huge craving for movies. Sometimes I even think of becoming a filmmaker. I have this idea for a movie. Something like Magnolia Pinoy style. It's like a collage of different lives focusing on different views and Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-760646212002-05-01T20:04:00.000-07:002002-05-01T20:04:51.460-07:00Tam just asked me this morning if I wanted to watch spidey with him but I haven't replied yet. Im planning on watching it with my friends. Well it'll be a busy week and I'm glad that it is because bumming around isn't much fun. Hmmm I think I'll bug Bayantel today and ask if they have DSL installed in our area. Last night I felt really bad again,emotionally. But it's over now so there's no point Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-760395572002-05-01T07:20:00.000-07:002002-05-01T07:23:45.000-07:00I've just finished downloading the Goo Goo Dolls' latest album, Gutterflower. After listening to the first 5 songs, it drawed a concise conclusion that... I must buy the CD! It rocks totally. The lyrics might have turned up the way that it is beacuase the lead vocals of the band(dunno his name) just got divorced. If you're into great alternative songs with great lyrics, and all around Goo Goo Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-760384182002-05-01T06:38:00.000-07:002002-05-01T06:38:24.310-07:00It's not what you thought when you first began it You got what you want Now you can hardly stand it, though but now you know It's not going to stop 'Til you wise up You're sure there's a cure And you have finally found it You think one drink will shrink you 'til you're underground and living down But it's not going to stop 'Til you wise up Prepare a list of what you need before you sign away Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-760361732002-05-01T04:45:00.000-07:002002-05-01T04:45:23.550-07:00 which children's storybook character are you? this quiz was made by colleen im *ugh* harry potter hehe :PAureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-760283702002-04-30T21:36:00.000-07:002002-04-30T21:36:17.720-07:00I just came home from our basketball game which was tiring but unfulfulling because Paje, the host, has to go elsewhere. Anyway last night was quite a blast. We went to the grill again and got all sober. Malou was the drunkest of all despite her reference to the drink as "a baby's drink". I slept at around 3:30am and woke up at 6:23am because Paje asked if we're all set to play bball. Well it's aAureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-759936172002-04-30T00:48:00.000-07:002002-04-30T00:48:49.203-07:00I realized that my current Winamp playlist has been turned into a trip to nostalgia. While I was unconciously picking the songs that I really like listening to it turned out to be that they're the songs that has significance in my life. They're the songs which was being played while something good or significant is hapenning in my life. I think everyone has a share of these songs. Sometimes the Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-759570062002-04-29T03:27:00.000-07:002002-04-30T01:02:13.000-07:00Today isn't very different from the other normal boring days in my life. If it weren't for the kare-kare that I ate for lunch which was superb, I would rate this day with a score lower than 6.5/10. Atleast I get to finish my big 700mb download which is a DVD rip of the movie Memento and I saw The Wonderboys on Wowow which stars Tobey Maguire of Spider-Man. That reminds me, Spider-Man is due to Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-759568142002-04-29T03:13:00.000-07:002002-04-29T03:13:59.940-07:00This is a traditional dish of the Philippines. The main flavor comes from vinegar. It is a kind of vinegar stew and is usually served with rice. Cane and coconut vinegars are the common vinegars in the Philippines, but they are not necessarily the best . This dish can be improved by using better vinegars, but it is delicious what ever vinegar is used. Other meats may also be substituted, but the Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-759567552002-04-29T03:09:00.000-07:002002-04-29T03:09:39.996-07:00 Which Nokia handphone are you? Hmmm maybe I am old fashioned and conservative. On the brightside I currently own this phone lol.Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-759252202002-04-28T07:49:00.000-07:002002-04-28T07:49:05.120-07:00I really don't get it why people smoke. It doesn't smell good and it screws up the lungs. Why not chew nicotine gum instead? When I was about in 3rd year highschool I tried smoking with my cousins once. It was during our summer vacation then and we stayed at their place. It was in his small room that we did our mischief. Well we puffed about a pack of cigs and spitted on a galss mug. It was Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-759151332002-04-27T21:25:00.001-07:002002-04-27T22:49:08.000-07:00more tests lol Would you survive a horror movie? Find out @ She's Crafty Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-759151082002-04-27T21:25:00.000-07:002002-04-27T21:25:17.460-07:00 Which Star-Crossed Marvel Lover Are You? blah!why do i have to be rogue. i want to be spidey :~(Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-759150532002-04-27T21:23:00.000-07:002002-04-27T21:23:32.850-07:00awseome day! although four of us came we had a great time playing basketball. ugh my index finger is sore lol. i think paje is a bit pissed at me because i drank a lot of his icetubigs hahahha we had an ok lunch after and went home.well it's fiesta in our place so the people around are lively singing karaoke and of course drinking hahahha ill catch the afternoon mass later. nothing good is on tv Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-758928352002-04-27T07:19:00.000-07:002002-04-27T07:19:44.963-07:00normal saturday night. i saw 7th heaven and gilmore girls and again i was entertained. also nj nets won! yeeha! well we have a game tomorrow at paje's and i hope all of them will come and that well have a good time. the last time that i remember playing basketball with the whole group was back then in 3rd or4th year i think. kevin,adrian and mark came to play with us and we played until it was Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-758723162002-04-26T20:27:00.000-07:002002-04-26T20:27:47.433-07:00Personality Disorder Test here's what i got: Paranoid: High Schizoid: Moderate Schizotypal: Moderate Antisocial: Low Borderline: Low Histrionic: Moderate Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: High Dependent: High Obsessive-Compulsive: Low Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-758696662002-04-26T18:51:00.000-07:002002-04-26T18:51:14.766-07:00linkage time! Dr. Flcokter Mind Reader - he can really read minds lolAureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-758477102002-04-26T07:12:00.000-07:002002-04-26T07:12:38.030-07:00survivor rocks! tonight's episode was amazing. i realized 2 good things about survivor. 1st: it teaches about the importance of life. almost everyone winning the reward challenges says that they saw life at a different perspective. they found it's new meaning aside from distant material things. 2nd: it magnifies human behavior. like when a situation is abound you can see how they react to them. Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-758429632002-04-26T03:41:00.000-07:002002-04-26T03:41:09.583-07:00m tired of watching early evening news. they always say the same. erap-balikatan-crime-tax increase-erap-rebels-balikatan. whoa! the first son is marrying her cousin lol. good thing the simpsons are at 6:30 . i missed survivor today *sigh* maybe ill catch the telecats later at 8.30. well i saw a playoff game today.lakers won...again. the blazers' shooting sucked but later in the 4th quarter they Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-758422732002-04-26T02:51:00.000-07:002002-04-26T02:51:02.953-07:00a recap:the day before yesterday i texted a lot of my friends so we can play b-ball the next day but only 1 showed up.thankyou carlos hahahha.anyway we had a great time although i didn't played my 100% because i only ate cornflakes (note:no milk!) in the morning hahaha. but i did a few points and a couple of assists :) after playing we chilled a bit at jeff's house and played live2002 (yay!) Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-757270342002-04-23T06:56:00.000-07:002002-04-23T06:58:39.000-07:00have you ever felt so isolated? it's like you're really bored and you want to reach out to somebody but you can't. you're missing almost everyone but you can't do a thing fearing everybody's busy and all and will turn you down. man that sucks really. well that's life. i was stuck the whole day in my room again watching tv and reading stuff. can't wait to go to school again. i miss my school days Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-756834202002-04-22T05:47:00.000-07:002002-04-22T05:47:35.400-07:00whatta tiresome day.we went to quiapo with my aunt and uncle and they boughot lotsa new stuff. i was quite tired because i get to carry their things hehehe. we ate at chowking and man was i full. it was quite depressing when i went home because nobody texted heh. well the up side is i get to watch a great friends episode. a really funny one. then it rained hard again so its quite chilly..nice :) Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-756463872002-04-21T03:48:00.000-07:002002-04-21T07:45:27.000-07:00my fan broke argghhh. now its hot as hell in my room. this triggered an unplesant mood early this morning. good thing mom made steak for lunch!yumm! i read a lot about cannabis and shrooms this day and ugh am i getting into the wrong track. good thing i realized where i was going. it poured down quite a lot but only for a moment so its hot again. my mom replaced my old fan but it got busted afterAureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-756196172002-04-20T07:40:00.000-07:002002-04-20T07:51:33.000-07:00i saw gilmore girls again and its quite entertaining hehe. i saw 7th heaven too. 2 hours of straight uninterrupted primetime programming. my stomach kinda went mad during the process.i ate dinner at about 9.40pm. yes its quite late but i ate halo-halo and lugaw(rice congee) this afternoon. well as of now im feeling groggy and i want to sleep soon. didn't get enuf sleep last night. hmmm i think Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-756145862002-04-20T01:05:00.000-07:002002-04-20T01:22:43.000-07:00Here's the lyrics of the song I'm listening a post back. The Verve Pipe Freshmen When I was young I knew everything She a punk who rarely ever took advice Now I'm guilt-stricken, sobbing with my head on the floor Stop a baby's breath and a shoe full of rice, no I can't be held responsible She was touching her face I won't be held responsible She fell in love in the first place For the Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-756104132002-04-19T21:33:00.000-07:002002-04-20T04:07:41.000-07:00Dad came home yesterday, no biggie. Then he dropped me off at erwin's. We went to MG with gabbi had a couple of drinks and then paolo came. The mule coctail they ordered tasted reaaal good. After 2 bottles of sanmig light and a few cocktail shots we all got sober and went to erwin's place and slept. Well paolo didn't come with us because he wanted to sleep in his own bed. We all woke up at Aureliusnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3459559.post-755794912002-04-19T02:09:00.000-07:002002-04-19T21:06:05.000-07:00A Clockwork Orange is a movie by Stanley Kubrick . It's a story about the adventures of a young man who loved a bit of the old ultra-violence, went to jail, was brainwashed and came out cured, or was he? Well I'm no clockwork orange but its a cool name for a blog isn't it? Aureliusnoreply@blogger.com